What has been happening in my world!

This was a test shot to get everyone in the photo at the wedding last and someone to take a good family photo as you see no one is smiling!

And I am missing~
This photo is how I have been feeling alot lately.

I feel I am missing out on the family especially the children. Emily's anxiety has heightened again everytime I go away for work. And speaking of work~

I have been Constructively Dismissed which means I was left little or no choice but to resign. So as of December 11 I will have officially finished work. I have been reluctant to post that here as I know that people within my organisation do read this and I felt very threatened by the management and was left little or no choice. I am still pondering taking a Personal Grievance case against my employers.

We haven't told many people about me resigning however the Boss did send an email out to all the providers I work with so they all know now!
And it has become public knowledge.

So hence the fact that the last month has been taken up with such issues as well as waiting for both girls to have surgery and finding out Emily's hearing has improved dramatically. So only Alice needed surgery so a days sick leave for the operation and then she was bouncing from the walls! :)

A cheeky pair! Prior to Surgery.

She only wanted her Daddy! Mummy was a no go region!

Screaming down the ward she was first so no-one else was around luckily! all done by 9 am!

Asleep on Dad's back she woke up her normal self the second time we were all really happy to see her back!

4 Hours post surgery.

Bouncing after the Surgery.

Now I need Keith's work to improve so we can afford for me not to work for a while!

I am looking at my teacher's registration being completed again so at least I could do relief teaching which would bring in some income.

Life has certainly sent us some curve balls lately so now it is turning them into home home runs and loads of smiles on our faces.
I am looking forward to spending the summer off with the kids and will see if that gives me some clarity of thought.

Thanks for listening the pity party is now over! And I wrote this without one single tear something I haven't been able to do lately!

Hugs Ruth